Questions whispered throughout the consciousness of All That Is.
What are we?
How are we?
Who are we?
What is reality?
What is the purpose of Being and Creation?
What do we know that we don’t know we know?
What can we do that we don’t know we can do?
Where do we begin and where do we end?
What are we trying to teach ourselves?
What do we want to learn?
Robert, Part 2
When my dream meeting with Robert came to an end, I made the journey from dreamland to waking reality as gently as I could. I don’t know about you but it’s been my experience that most dreams, short of nightmares, disappear into thin air during this period. When I finished writing the details of this experience in my notebook, it was 4 A.M. Tired, it didn’t take long for me to fall asleep once more.
For reference, read:
- Robert, Part 1, Meet My Inner Self or Oversoul, Robert. It describes my experience with Robert during a lucid dream, set in Maine.
- Robert, Part 3, George on Robert’s Actions and Intent. George, another invisible friend, shares his view of Robert’s actions and intent.
- Robert, Part 4, what are Thoughts and how do They Create Our Reality? As we think, feel, act and react, we create. To change what we create, we must change what we think and feel, how we act and react. (Under construction.)
After Sandra left for work, I drove Crystal and Evan to school. On the return home, the plan was to work on the next issue of my magazine. However, I couldn’t get Robert and our encounter the night before out of my mind. It was undoubtedly a significant experience. What I didn’t know at the moment was how soon and how dramatically it would spill out into my waking life.
As I entered the house, all I could think about was how much I wanted to express my gratitude to Robert for talking to me as himself the night before. Communication between the inner and outer self is often disguised as something else in dreams so it doesn’t distract the outer self from focusing on life in waking reality. For example, when Sandra and I experimented with the Ouija Board for several months before moving to Santa Rosa in 1980, we met both Robert, my oversoul, and Carl, who, I was told, was my local guide and teacher. According to Carl, he worked as a bookbinder in San Francisco before dying in this reality. During this period of time I would often see both Robert and Carl disguised as other people in my dreams. Sometimes they appeared as men and sometimes women. They also appeared as people of any age, race, religion or nationality. I won’t kid you, it was fun looking for them behind their many different disguises. Finding them even became a running joke after a while.
Why is it so important for the Inner Self to hide itself from the Outer Self? Think about all the things you, as the outer self or ego, the whole-body consciousness, must learn and do to manage a successful relationship between your soul, your body and the world. In human form, neither you or I could survive one second without the love, awareness, and cooperation that exists between all three aspects of our being. It is no easy matter to create a meaningful and stable life. In fact, it’s mind-boggling when you stop to think about all the things we must take into consideration in order to survive as a human being.
During the late 1970s, after I began reading the Seth books, I thought it might be helpful to keep one foot in inner reality and one foot in outer reality. To me, that meant paying attention to my dreams as well as my experiences in life in order to learn from both. I believed it would help to be more conscious of the information being exchanged between both levels of reality. As it turned out, it worked well for me so I opened up a permanent line of communication between my inner and outer self. After a while it became a regular habit for me to ask my inner self questions before falling asleep and, after waking up, listening for answers. Over time this process filled many notebooks. And, I have to say, it is soooo therapeutic! Once I learned wisdom was being whispered to me during the night, I could longer ignore it. Discovery and expansion of awareness is awesome!
Back to the present. At this point, I began to think about something Seth said about Coordinate or Energy Points in one of his books. According to him, there were seven major Coordinate Points in the world, including one in Sedona, Arizona. He also said that there was an infinite number of lesser energy or coordinate points everywhere throughout the material universe and All That Is. Some are stronger or weaker than others. The stronger the energy point, the easier it is to transform thoughts and feelings into matter. Does that make sense to you? It does to me! To help us prove this point, Seth suggested that we close our eyes and feel our way around the house until we find the strongest energy or coordinate point available.
Struck by this idea, I closed my eyes and started feeling my way around our house to find the strongest coordinate point I could. Finally, in our combination kitchen, dining, and office room, I felt what seemed like the strongest energy or coordinate point in the house. It was in the northeast corner of the room in the same spot as my favorite rocking (nap) chair. No wonder I always had such sweet dreams there.
Moving the rocking chair out of the way, I pulled a smaller kitchen chair over to face the corner from about three feet away. My plan was to meditate and send Robert energy out of thanks for our amazing encounter the night before. After closing my eyes and taking a few deep breaths to relax, I imagined him to be somewhere behind the wall. Pointing the palms of my hands toward the corner of the room, I began projecting the energy of gratitude through them while slowly moving them back and forth in a bathing motion. Within ten or fifteen seconds Robert emerged from the wall. Starting small, as if he was approaching me from a long distance away, he rapidly grew larger. When he reached my position, he was full sized. Turning around, he backed into my body. Shocked and filled with his entire Being, I didn’t know what to do. Then his large arms shot out of my chest holding a naked baby girl.
I watched in awe as he sat her down in midair in front of me. It was as if there was an invisible platform there to support her. As he drew his arms back into my chest, I felt diminished. What was he doing? Before I could catch my breath, his arms shot out of my chest again. This time, he was holding a naked male baby and placed him on the right side of the female. Now the feeling of being diminished felt even more pronounced. How could he remove so much energy from my body without me feeling diminished?
What are we trying to teach ourselves? What do we want to learn? – Conscious Creators
When he drew his arms back into my chest for a third time, I was on the verge of panic. What was was going to happen to me if he kept removing babies? Before I received an answer, his arms shot out of my chest once more, holding a third baby! It was another boy, which he placed on the left side of the female. What was this experience all about and why was I just sitting there seemingly dumbstruck, letting it happen? I suppose part of my paralysis was due to shock but I couldn’t rule out curiosity either or my desire for greater inner knowing. This wouldn’t be the first time my Inner Self knew what was going on and I didn’t.*
* For example, My Encounter With the Energy of Unconditional Love began as an experiment in telepathic communication as another bus driver following me and I began our drive over Mt. St. Helena in Calistoga, California. With great curiosity, I directed my thoughts to her Higher Self or Oversoul because I didn’t think she, her outer self, would understand what was happening. Even though we were friends, mysticism wasn’t on her radar. To make a long story short, the conversation began as an imaginary conversation and quickly turned into what I would define as a real conversation between two separate individuals. At one point, when I reached out to continue my side of the exchange, I slammed into a wall of energy that was so unexpected and powerful, I started sobbing uncontrollably. I didn’t know what this energy was at first but it seems, my Inner Self or Oversoul did. It proved to be the Energy of Unconditional Love.
What was Robert, my supposed Inner Self or Oversoul, up to? Was he angry at me for insisting on trusting my own ability to understand and interpret the nature of Being and Creation? Was he hurting me or helping me? I didn’t know. Suddenly, he left my body and disappeared back into the wall without a word. Needless to say, I was left shaken and confused.
After a moment I came to my senses enough to notice the three babies still sitting in the air in front of me. They were kicking their feet, waving their arms, and rotating their hands like happy babies do. They seemed older than newborn babies, however. I would guess, with their ability to sit up and move their limbs, they were about six months old in normal human baby terms. Watching them now in growing amazement, I began to think that everything was going to be okay.
Well, that was that! Robert was gone and I no longer felt that something bad had just happened. The babies appeared to be happy and healthy, leaving me with more questions still to ask. But, for now, I was emotionally exhausted and all I could think of was bringing this mind-blowing experience to an end.
Our psychic group was meeting in two days and I looked forward to sharing this experience with George, a personality channeled by one of the women in the group. He consistently provided us with great insight into the reality behind our experiences and I hoped he would be able to do the same for me this time, regarding the dramatic delivery of my three babies. I wanted to know what Robert was trying to tell me by removing them from inside me and placing them in the air in front of me. How graphic and emphatic can you get? My desire was to move forward in the most meaningful way possible. For now, all I could do was keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.
After sending the babies love and saying my goodbyes, I brought this experience to an end and stood up to take care of other business.
By Roger A. “Pete” Peterson – https://realtalkworld.com
“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having (creating) a human experience.” – Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
“We cannot solve our problems with the same thinking we used when we created them.” – Albert Einstein
“You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.” ― R. Buckminster Fuller
What others will not or cannot do for us, we must do for ourselves.
Seek the greatest understanding and serve the highest good.
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Rog!! How wonderful! I’ve heard bits and pieces of your story before, of course, but reading it in a n organized form and in your great writing is fantastic. So much insight. Looking forward to the next installment. Love you.
Thank you, Janet! I’ve wanted to share this experience for a long time but didn’t think my writing skills were good enough to do it justice. My experience with Robert is just one example of the inner help we all receive. Often, it’s just a matter of seeing it for what it is and taking the time to make the invisible, visible or bring it into focus. I’ll be publishing and adding links to other articles like this, as time goes on. Understanding the nature of our oneness with All That Is is an exciting area to explore. Cheers!